this is my dream job?!?!?!??!
an inner conflict trying not to implode.
i understand you like him.
and i understand that were friends.
but its not okay.
to put him first.
and to put her first. it started out fine. but now?
its you two. always.
in love but guilty because of your love for the same sex
hey guys!
im a friend too!
remeber? no?
oh yeaa… its okay….
just ignor me.
i guess im not THATinportant of a person?
i mean odviously friends with chrushes come first right?
….
but somehow?
why do i seem like im telling a lie?
do you want to know? because i am
well only about not being inportant.
but nope
my two best friends are in like with eachother.
making me what? a third wheel….
its not okay…. im sorry
but im hurting.
and when i need to talk.
your not there.
your with him
or your with her.
but where am i?
alone…
in my bedroom.
reflecting on my life.
and looking at.
why am i not a good enough friend to have some of your time to spend with me instead of eachother.
i kinda hope you do read this and feel bud.
but then again if you do.
ive talked you plenty about how i feel.
and still you probly wont lissen…..
WHERE WOULD YOU MOST LIKE TO VISIT ON YOUR PLANET?
hmmm. i would have to say. everywhere. because the saights everywhere hide their own beauty<3
